my love will get you home

If you wander off too far, my love will get you home.
If you follow the wrong star, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home,
boy, my love will get you home.

If the bright lights blind your eyes, my love will get you home.
If your troubles break your stride, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home,
boy, my love will get you home.

If you ever feel ashamed, my love will get you home.
When there’s only you to blame, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home,
boy, my love will get you home.

If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home,
boy, my love will get you home,
boy, my love will get you home.

* baby, no matter what, i’ll be right here waiting..

i’ll be here till my heart stops beating.

love,

me

yours truly,

calista faye

fool

turn around and walked away

a silent goodbye was all you could say

a love so shallow, so easily swayed

tell me what can i do to make you stay

im lost at this moment

can you show me the way

im holding back tears

is this the end of our journey, does it all end right here

a moment i fear, those voices i hear

to lose a love so dear

my world is starting to crumble

im betting my all in this gamble

i see flashing signs of danger

its time, show hand, reveal the heartbreaker

now watch my world start to shatter

cause either way, im the only loser

im sentenced to eternal disaster

time wont make anything better

yours truly,

calista faye

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the most fragile thing in the world, is the heart. people often forget that until someone comes along and leaves them with a broken heart. we often lie to ourselves, hanging on to a glimmer of hope, although we know that this road has ended. why try to walk into the same wall over and over again?

because we are all afraid of facing a broken heart

ni zui jin bu shuo hua  zen me le  wei shen me
You’ve been quiet recently, what’s the matter, why?
shi bu shi you shen me shi rang ni bu kuai le
Is it that something’s making you unhappy?
ting shuo ni zui jin hen gu dan  you dian luan  you dian huang
I heard you’ve been lonely recently, a bit confused, a bit out of sorts
ke shi wo que bu neng gou zai ni de shen pang
Yet I can’t be at your side

ni xiang yao de  wo que bu neng gou gei ni wo quan bu
What you want – I know, but I just can’t give you my all
wo neng gei de  que you bu shi ni xiang yao yong you de
But what I can give you is not what you want

wo men bu shi he  ye bu xiang ren shu
We aren’t suitable for each other, but I don’t want to admit loss
hao ji vi wo men bao zhe bi ci dou shi xiang yao ku
Many of the times we embraced each other, I felt like crying

chang jie shi zhe yang de yi cie dou zhi shi kai shi
Many times it’s explained that these situations are just new beginnings
wo jue de shi suo you de yi cie zao yi jiu jie shu
I feel that this is one of those times where it ended long ago

bu xiang zai yue su  bu yao zai tong ku
Don’t want any more restrictions, don’t want any more pain
xia yi ci hui you geng hao de qing lu
Next time there’ll be a better road of love

ni zui jin bu shuo hua  zen me le  wei shen me
You’ve been quiet recently, what’s the matter, why?
shi bu shi you shen me shi rang ni bu kuai le
Is it that something’s making you unhappy?
ting shuo ni zui jin hen gu dan  you dian luan  you dian huang
I heard you’ve been lonely recently, a bit confused, a bit out of sorts
ke shi wo que bu neng gou zai ni de shen pang
Yet I can’t be at your side

ni xiang yao de  wo que bu neng gou gei ni wo quan bu
What you want – I know, but I can’t give you my all
wo neng gei de  que you bu shi ni xiang yao yong you de
But what I can give you is not what you want

wo men bu shi he  ye bu xiang ren shu
We aren’t suitable for each other, but I don’t want to admit loss
hao ji vi wo men bao zhe bi ci dou shi xiang yao ku
Many of the times we embraced each other, I felt like crying

chang jie shi zhe yang de yi cie dou zhi shi kai shi
Many times it’s explained that these situations are just new beginnings
wo jue de shi suo you de yi cie zao jiu yi jie shu
I feel that, like always, this is one of those times where it ended long ago

bu xiang zai yue su  bu yao zai tong ku
Don’t want any more restrictions, don’t want any more pain
xia yi ci hui you geng hao de qing lu
Next time there’ll be a better road of love

ai  wo que bu neng gou gei ni wo quan bu
Regarding love, I just can’t give you my all
wo neng gei de que you bu shi nik xiang yao yong you de
But what I can give you is not what you want

ni xiang yao de  wo que bu neng gou gei ni wo quan bu
What you want – I know, but I just can’t give you my all
wo neng gei de  que you bu shi ni xiang yao yong you de
What I can give you is not what you want

wo men bu shi he  ye bu xiang ren shu
We aren’t suitable for each other, but I don’t want to admit loss
hao ji vi wo men bao zhe bi ci dou shi xiang yao ku
Many of the times we embraced each other, I felt like crying

chang jie shi zhe yang de yi cie dou zhi shi kai shi
Many times it’s explained that these situations are just new beginnings
wo jue de shi suo you de yi cie zao yi jiu jie shu
I feel that, like always, this is one of those times where it ended long ago

bu xiang zai yue su  bu yao zai tong ku
Don’t want any more restrictions, don’t want any more pain
xia yi ci hui you geng hao de qing lu
Next time there’ll be a better road of love

zhe yi ci wo men dou neng hen xing fu
This time we’ll all be able to be very happy

a little getaway

yes. we all need a little getaway at some point in our VERY hectic lives and thats exactly what i did. a long drive away from the hustle and bustle of the city. it was a last minute decision to tag along with ming (for those who need a little background info, ming = childhood friend.) and his aunty and uncle. i packed 2 hours before we were due to leave toronto. yeah. im not much of a planner am i?

anyway, here are the pictures from the trip.

trip destinations : mont-tremblant and Île dOrléans.

we stayed at B&Bs instead of hotels and honestly, i kinda liked it better. i mean, it was more heart-warming if you get what i mean. you actually get to interact with the people you are renting the room from. haha, hotels are so gloomy sometimes. bah. anyway. it was a good trip. only con was the journey to and fro. omg. killed my ass. ):

but worth it i guess. though i had terrible stomach cramps on one of the days. *grumble.

okay, picture time.

thats it. well, im too lazy to post ALL of the photos up.

okay, im off to bed. lights out darlings.

* i’ll never be the same, if we ever meet again..

wont, let you get away

if we ever meet again..

this free falls, got me so

kiss me all night dont ever let me go

i’ll never be the same, if we ever meet again..

say if we ever meet again

yours truly,

calista faye


catch me when i fall

dead

catch me when i fall, will you do that?

i stepped forward only to realize that all i want to do, was to take a thousand steps back.

you said you wanted to fix my heart, all you did was to crush it further.

and after all the things you said and promised, you turned around and walked away.

was anything you said true, or was it all just a beautiful lie..

you wanted me to believe we could make a fairytale

did you not know that a fairytale is a place where true love exists and lasts forever and ever

a place where happily ever after seems so common and natural.

i didnt know the fairytale you told me we’d have was one that ends with a broken heart and sadly, never ever after.

yours truly,

calista faye

taking chances

she sat by her window and looked outside. the beautiful city lights seemed more splendid tonight. she could feel her heart beating and the fluttery feeling of butterflies in her tummy. her mind filled with a thousand thoughts but one stood out from the rest, him. it has been such a long time since she felt this way that she almost forgotten that this is what missing someone feels like.

she closed her eyes and saw a vivid image of him holding her hand. she quickly opened her eyes. it is not safe to wander out of the comfort zone, danger signs are everywhere.

she took a deep breath and crossed the line, she was taking a chance.

what is her next step? (death)

yours truly,

calista faye

i’ll be your lover

if you are not afraid of a broken heart,

come towards me.

i’ll be your secret lover.

i’ll be your secret keeper.

i’ll be your secret little world away from this insane society.

lets make a fantasy

yours truly,

calista faye

sunshine

the weather has been pretty decent and i have been so busy.

projects and assignments are driving me almost insane. gah.

i cant wait for wonderland to open!! i need rides.

as busy as i have been, i found the time to bond with my keyboard (im sorry for neglecting you). my fingers danced across the keys and i felt a sense of peace. its like the world stopped for a second and everything just didnt matter. the melody was smooth and i am surprised i have not lost the ability to sooth my nerves with this splendid gift.

its a beautiful day out and im gonna go take a walk before break ends.

goodbye for now, cyber world.

yours truly,

calista faye

RUMOUR MONGERS

oh yes people, im doing very very well.

so stop trying to create drama.

its pointless.

at the end of it all, you’ll just end up looking stupid.

so, go get yourself a life and stop trying to mess mine up.

wasting your time, wasting my time, wasting my parent’s time.

if you have any dignity left in you at all, stop, because you are making us lose ALL respect for you.

ALL. so i hope you get the point.

yours truly,

calista faye

laughter is the best medicine

that was what my fortune cookie tells me today, soooooo i just thought of sharing it with the world.

i miss my mummy.

if you are reading this my dearest mummmmy, I LOVE YOU!!

by the way.

happy easter people, eat more chocolate eggs and wear bunny ears.

it was tryst all weekend with anica, my twinnnny.

I MISS YOU COLINWEEWEE!!

*grinnnn

okay, picture time.

i have been sewing so my eyes are tired and i dont really intend to type a decent entry for you people to read. bah.

and i dont know what i’ll do without her. <3

yours truly,

calista faye