THE BESTFRIEND ENTRY

Published on July 28, 2008



this is the one guy i can never do without. and he has flown to some far away island for studies and it kills me because he is no longer a call or drive away. and no. he isnt my boyfriend. he is even more important to me than a boyfriend, you’re looking at my bestfriend. (:
i have had my fair share (maybe a little too much more than a fair share) of friends that came into my life, and drifted away, and soon we only vividly remember names. some even left me, after creating a mess. but oh wells. they dont really matter much at the end of the day. because i’ve learnt that in life, people come, people go. there will only be that few who stays and sticks around no matter what. and even if you dont see each other every day. and call each other only once a year due to our very busy schedules, we still have that connection that nothing can ever break.
i can still remember how we first met and his impression of me was of a bimbo with a tinge of bitchiness. aand a little weird too. haha. and i thought he was a snobbish idiot. but hey. who would have thought that we’d end up being the support we both needed when we’re falling. we were total strangers who thought nothing much of each other, and now i cant imagine not having him in my life. i remember watching a film that starred ‘JET LI’. and that was our first movie. and sponge bob sqaure pants too. i was feeling pretty down due to some problems and he suggested watching spongebob square pants. i didnt stop smiling from that very moment. everytime i was upset, i’d think of the times we shared and i cant help but start smiling.
and who could ever forget the bike accident i had. haha. it was such a joke. my white outfit was painted red. and he recieved a call from a me who couldnt speak properly. half crying and half mumbling.
no words will ever be sufficient to describe how much this silly guy means to me.
i can only say, dear, you mean so much so much. (:
love love
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THAT WAS ALL HIS LOVE

Published on July 26, 2008



You gave me so much
more than i could ever ask,
You walked through so much
more with me and said that we’d last,
You took my hand
and promised to never let go,
You said i was your life
and if i’d leave you’d die,
Thanks for the love.
I’ll never forget the times we laughed, the times we cried. And its my turn to make a promise that i’ll be here no matter what the future holds for us. I’ll never regret any moment.
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my love will get you home

Published on July 25, 2008

If you wander off too far,

my love will get you home.

If you follow the wrong star,

my love will get you home.

If you ever find yourself,

lost and all alone,

get back on your feet and think of me,

my love will get you home.

Boy,

my love will get you home.

If the bright lights blinds your eyes,

my love will get you home.

If your troubles break your stride,

my love will get you home.

If you ever find yourself,

lost and all alone,

get back on your feet and think of me,

my love will get you home.

Boy,

my love will get you home.

If you ever feel ashamed,

my love will get you home.

When there’s only you to blame,

my love will get you home.

If you ever find yourself,

lost and all alone,

get back on your feet and think of me,

my love will get you home.

Boy,

my love will get you home.

If you ever find yourself,

lost and all alone,

get back on your feet and think of me,

my love will get you home.

Boy,

my love will get you home,

Boy,

my love will get you home.
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NIGHT OUT AFTER WORK 2

Published on July 13, 2008

more photos from friday night. i look so fat. oh my. ): haha. anyway. some of the shots were candid. like the one where i seem like a was grinning at the floor for whatever reason there is. HAHA. i think i kiss so many girls, guys should be jealous of me. oh how i love being me. (:

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NIGHT OUT AFTER WORK

Published on July 13, 2008
went to dragonfly with my beloved girl after work on friday night. was pretty fun and i kind of found the mood to party all over again. there was chantel who came along too. think she got a little bored. oh oh. and i bumped into ah gong!! haha. its been so long luh. i think they moved to dragonfly since devils closed down. sigh. i miss those days.
oh wells. anyway. had fun. guowei was there. and he got a littttle bit drunk. steven the idiot was there too. and and guowei’s friend. so smiley. always smiling. haha.
im torn in between hearts. such is the irony of love.

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makes me smile

Published on July 8, 2008
and thats it. its just her and me. (:

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gone with the pain

Published on July 8, 2008

I think having conversations in the wee hours are currently my favourite thing to do. seemingly since i cant get to sleep when the moon appears. LOL.

anyway. was on the phone with L again and we were just talking about some very random relationship based issues. and in the midst of our conversation, again, (i know right? haha) i had this brilllllliant thought in my mind. (at least i thinkits a brilliant thought luh.)

since people tend to get hurt in relationships and be left with scars which might affect their next relationship, I (theverybrilliantwondergenius), decided that i’ll someday, invent a device that’ll be able to erase memories that a person wants to forget.

i’ll erase only the painful parts in the relationships and leave all the happy ones in your mind. than you’ll just live life thinking your life is such a happy one and everyone is simply just so nice and lovely. (isnt this beautiful) but obviously, it’ll be very weird when you cant figure out why did ALL your past relationships not work out since it was all happy and wonderul. hum. oh wells. i could always invent a beautiful less painful reason behind your failed relationships. like, your boyfriend/girlfriend decided that both of you just make really close friends. (is that less hurting?) mmm.. plenty of time for me to come up with many many brillliant reasons anyway.

my throat is still killing me. seriously. i need a break from the world. hectic. im amused im still alive. sigh.

tell me im brilliant. i know i am. haha. L is stupid. totally living in self denial. LOL. (are you going to kill me?) gah.

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FUNNY CONVERSATION

Published on July 4, 2008

so one morning i couldnt get to sleep. and my stomach was craving for hotcakes. since i was too lazy to order mac over the phone, and i couldnt get to sleep either, the only logical thing to do was to call a friend. (i know.. i dont make any sense)

poor friend of mine (lets call him, L. *grin) had to pick up my call early in the morning and listen to me torture him endlessly on the other end of the phone. in the midst of our very interesting conversation, i was repeating ‘im hungry’ every five seconds to a minute. and so L suggested i call for a mac delivery.

L: call mac luh

Me: lazy (i know, im hopeless)

L: you dont have any other choice, im hungry too…

Me: thats your problem. omg. i think im a genius (imagine a lighted bulb next to my face)

L: what what??

Me: i think mac should invent this hunger panic button in everybody’s house. so when i get hungry, all i have to do is press that button and tadah!! a screen would appear out of no where and i can place my order. (grinning very happily while talking about this)

L: you think mac very rich ah? stupid girl

Me: hum. but its a gooooooood idea right right? (getting very VERY excited)

L: *silence (prolly thinking what an idiot i am)

Me: (still very excited) and i think they should start serving real food, like rice and noodles, the filling sort you know?

L: and?

Me: omg omg!! they can call their fried rice.. MAC CHOW FAN!!

both: (BURST OUT LAUGHING) wth wth.. hahahahahahaha.

and thus i conclude, that IM such a genius and L is a silly boy. HAHA. kidding. but hey, one is allowed to dream at times. sigh. (:

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im all pink.

Published on July 4, 2008
just some old photos i never got to post. since im always either too lazy to do so or too sick to move around too much.
thats him who stood by me through so much.
he who was always there.
he who saw whats true.
he who knows whats true.
he who told me what was not worth it.
he who told me to love myself.
(:
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SICK

Published on July 2, 2008

i’ve been ill for the past few weeks. its crazy. i would have fever all of a sudden. and it ALWAYS happens in he middle of the night. uncool. sigh. obviously due to the fever and throat infection (and other minor whatnots), i dont sleep very well. sigh. and due to that, i think im falling even more ill than i can ever imagine. talk about the germ attack.

on a side note, i want to play mj soooooooooooooo bad. ppffftt. i hate being sick.

cant seem to get to sleep. no idea why.

life is getting so boring. nothing new ever happens. oh i simply must add this, for the !@$#%$# million time, WHY DO YOU GIRLS ALWAYS LOVE TELLING HALF TRUTHS?!!

recently, (*ahem) a former girlfriend of mine called me regarding some matters. which i overlooked for a VERY VERY VERY long time luh. (okay. so i admit im at fault)
but its not like i did it on purpose. i had a damn good reason. plus, i was ill so often i cant remember a healthy day. till NOW..

anyway, she called me and i didnt pick up cause i was sleeping (due to the medication i took) earlier on. and her boyfriend spoke to me as if i owe her my life. i was obviously not very happy. but at least she called back to apologise. i guess people tend to forget the times when they needed help and who the fucking hell was there for them. seriously. dont make it sound like you are the one that was being nice. the ONLY one that was being nice. cause, my dear girl, you know you are not. like i’ve always said, we only know in our hearts who’s really real. i hope you have not turned into one of those fake plastic models i see everywhere. always so superficial. i would be so disappointed. sigh.

oh wells. on a happier note, my bao bei emily is coming back to sg. cant wait. LOVES!!

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