its the final call.
its the final stop.
i dont want this to go on anymore.
im saying this one last time.
goodbye.
i never loved you.
i can see a little something when i look into your eyes
why are there tears? why do you cry?
you told me your story and how she walked away
and how you were the one who first said goodbye
why wait till she’s gone
than you realise
that now you have lost
and now, you cry
why didnt you see
how much she really meant to you
before you let go of her hand
before you lose sight of her around the corner bend
i can hear a little voice when i put my head against your chest
you didnt think you’d need her, its a big big world out there
and so you let her walk away
and goodbye to her you said
why wait till she’s gone
than you realise
that now you lost
and now, you cry
why didnt you see
how much she really meant to you
before you let go of her hand
before you lose sight of her shadow around the corner bend
if only you knew
that she was really loved you
and you could never find another girl
just like her around
even if the world out there
seems to be so huge
there’s only one of her around
and you only found out that now
its too late
you found out only when she left
cause you realised what you lost
only when she’s gone
yes. i have been going to boat quay. yes. i have been staying out till 8am in the mornings. yes. im crazy. HAHA. no. im not going to stop it. yes. shall show you what little pictures i have taken of us that crazy crazy night.
it was valerie’s birthday and she drank a little more than she should i think.
oh wells.
birthday girls gets everything they want. dont they?
robin, valerie and yours truly.
kelvin, me and very very quiet guy.
hum.
happpppppy birthday girl!! (:
i shall end here. because im tired. my eyes are hurting. i want to play fb. HAHA
love is a bitch.
yes.
it appears all sweet and great with cherries to top it off. but in reality. its a nasty nasty thing that comes back to bite you when you least expect it.
in a really crappy mood right now and i could just feel my stomach churning in rythm with bloody gastric juice. *ihatehavingnothingtoeat.
my heart’s been cold. and it’s still frozen.
i’ll bet most of you out there are well aware of this phrase,
‘ love is like war. easy to start. hard to stop.’
love is indeed a battle field. one battle that we have all fought in. sometimes you emerge victorious but sometimes, you are left behind in pain as you watch the victorious party walk away. you lay still as a statue amidst a messy field of memories. you look around you and start to tremble. your vision starts to get blurry..
you try to gather the broken pieces of your heart. its shattered parts are all over the field. the pieces are so tiny. its not easy having to face all the memories while searching for the missing pieces. you smile a silly smile when you come remember something sweet he/she has done. you close your eyes and suddenly. you realized all that has gone away. vanished. and you ask yourself why. what went wrong. your emotions are building up once again and you break down in silence. hot tears stings your cheeks as you bite your lips. you dont want anyone to hear you cry. you want them to think that you are strong. yet infact, you are torn apart.
was it just another battle and was that the end.
when you close your eyes, i closed mine too
when you kissed my lips, i kissed yours too
when you put your arms around me, i’d do the same
everytime you say ‘iloveyou’, i smile ‘backtoyou’
when you broke my heart in two, i just never thought you’d be so cruel
okay. i shall now post all the pictures from my surprise farewell party. (: mummy. thank you so much for throwing me the party and i just want you to know that though im going to be a thousand miles away from you. i love you and you will always be on my mind. so dont worry okay. kissssses. for everyone who came. thank you thank you thank you. it means so so much to me (sounds as though im dying. HAHA!!).
for those who could not make it. we’ll try to catch up before i depart on the 17th of august okay? 2 years isnt going to be that short a time. and who knows. maybe. i wont even come back to singapore anymore. im just not much of a singaporean (i think im not very patriotic). haha. oh wells. farewells and just part and parcel of life. but i’ll always every single one of you. (:
stanley mummy me edmund
one happy family. (:
okay. there are like alot of pictures and im lazy. so. i shall try to load them in one album. hoping that you people can just open the album and look at the rest of the photos. haha.
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- one happy family. (:
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- stanley mummy me edmund
decided that boat quay would be a great venue for drinks that night. ah tannnnnn came to pick me up with bird and pork lard. haha. yeap. we went to shin bar with the intention of finishing up our left over drink and guess who was there?!! AARONSOO and MELVINLIMMM. haha. its been a pretty long time since i last bumped into them and we were having short catch ups and random picture taking. it was ahboon’s birthday (apparently my reallllllly distant cousin). haha. oh wells. singapore.is.just.so.small. my michellle sweetheart came over to look for me after work ended for her at 6am. and we had a little fun too. roundroundbabygoround.. lol. reached home at 8am. omg.
ahtan. yes. he hates taking pictures. i wonder why.
the three monkeys. haha. i will miss you guys alot when im gone. ):
ahboon’s girlfriend. (:
my beloved michelllllle. dont say i dont love you okay. lol.
our bags. haha. i was bored luh. *tralalalala
i shall post on my surprise party soon. most prolly tonight. since i have not loaded up all the photos. (: but thanks to everyone that made it such a wonderful night for me. *lovesssss.
and special special thanks to emo looking LIONEL (haha. quoted from my junior) for doing up this website plus attending the party yesterday. (: now you know im not the best host around. HAHA!!
sometimes for a moment. thoughts of you flashes through my mind. its almost as if i was watching a silent movie. and that movie always brings back really sweet memories. memories of you doing the sweetest things. walking me home from town. assuring me that things are fine. getting up extra early just because i was bored. telling me my nails are pretty. haha. you were that innocent love-fool. ever so silly, always so sweet. every moment we have shared, will stay with me till the day i bid this life goodbye. i’ll always remember how you loved with all your heart and wasnt afraid like i was. i guess someday when im down, a thought of you would put a smile back on my face. this is to you. starrystarry.
i’ll always remember the good times we shared
the way you held my hand in yours
made me laugh when i got bored
held me tight through funfair rides
your kisses in the mornings and nights
i’d try to erase the times we fought
we’d yell and scream about different dreams
those tears i’ve shed that you didnt wipe
i’ll be alone all through those nights
i’ll forget all those little fights
you once promised to hold my hand
care for me till my heart has mend
sing me songs. love letters penned
now, its time for dreams to end
utterly pretty right?. lol. just look at the dolly. plus the longggggg schedule book. and the pretty sketch pad (which i shall fill up with random drawings and pictures and what nots.)
they are actually imported from korea and you can get them at cine. haha. not expensive too. think the doll was about 12.90 SGD and i insisted that i want my doll to have brown hair. BECAUSE IM NOT BLONDE!! haha. oh wells. the cute note book and doll was bought by SOH QIN XIANG.
have been going out the past few nights. boat quay boat quay. haha. its pretty dead already. soon its going to be just like mhd sultan. hum.
my two ivans are so sweeeeet luh. i think i have to start being on time already. first night, ivan tan waited 1 hour plus. second night, ivan ong waited 45mins. (sorry luh. im damn bad with timing.) haha. but they still waited with very very little complains. sweetness.
monday night went to boat quay to drink and chill. first pub, jab one. haha. had a pretty good time. ordered my favourite topshell. *salivate. hurhur. extra chilllllipadiiiii. but still not spicy enough for me. haha. after weiliang finished his work. came down to join us (the two ivans, roy, quiwen, my baby girl and her friends) but since the pub was closing. we decided to head to another pub nearby. stupid ahtan made us walk in the wrong direction!! tsk. ended up i had to call weiliang and ask him for directions. AND IT WAS JUST BEHIND WHERE WE ORIGINALLY WERE!! *ivantan. ifyouarereadingthis. youstupidorstupid?. lol. apparently this pub opens till 9am. yayness!!
all of us drank and played games. sang some songs too. its a pretty okay pace. and it closes at 9am. so i would recommend this place for people who like to hang out till late. its located at old lighthouse. after a ‘wild night’. it was a brand new day. haha.
was supposed to meet my baby girl for mambo at zouk last night. but i think she fell asleep and thus, i ended up at boat quay AGAIN!!. this time. we went to shin bar. i guess alot of the waitresses left. hum. only recognized a few. some were friendly. some were like uber bitchy. haha. oh wells. who cares.
carol was so cute luh. she only realised it was me when shin was closing. HAHA. silly girl. promised to go butter with her this friday. i havent been to the new butter anyway. so. haha. why not. after shin. decided to go back to the pub that opens till 9am again (partly to see if that crazy waitress was still there luh. lol). LA PI XIAO XING!! haha. he looks hotter in smart casual wear than what he was wearing on monday night. haha. just my opinion. and a random thought. he was there with a pretty big group of guys. ivan onggggg drank till he was alllllll red. omg. haha.
giselle darling. thanks a gazillion. owe you biggggg time. *grinnnnn
oh wells. thats all i guess. haha.
*behind every beautiful model, stands a very talented makeup artist.
randommmmmmm.
you fell in love. you got hurt. you swear never to fall in love again. you meet someone. you think maybe you should try love on for size again. this person has been in love before too. got hurt too. sweared never to fall in love again too. put two love fools together and what do you get? one hell of a tragedy. or. i dont know..
just got home not long ago. had a pretty long night. incredulous things happens at boat quay. always. have no idea why. stomach is killing me now. will blog more later on. *groannnnns
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you’re a heartbreaker, dream maker, love taker..
pictures in the night. (:
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