OVER IT ALL

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dont speak the words that you dont mean

im not like the other girls

i dont want no diamond nor pearls

my love isnt for sale

it will and never be

as for the rest of you guys. screw off. i dont need your sweet nothings. i dont need your superficial love. i dont need a thing from anyone of you out there. i have everything i want. and thats all that matters.

FUCK OFF.

yours truly,

calistafaye

ROBIN’S DEATHDAY

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It was robinhudewei’s big day and this picture was taken 20mins after my arrival.

(please note that he was perfectly sober and well 10 seconds before i stepped in.)

haha!!

hope you had a great night robin and that you’ll always have good friends like them to stand by you no matter what. (:

thought both ahtan and bird was unable to attend due to some @#$%^& reason. they wished you too luh right?!! lol.

poor robin. ended up dead on the sofa.

on a side note. i swear this picture sure as hell reminds me of a mamasan promoting her young toyboys. haha!!

thanks to hongyun who bought the bloody cake which i didnt even get to see since i was like.1000000hrs late. damn sorry luh. i had to settle some stuff.

and and and not forgetting the bestest person. zhiwei. who had to stay late (when i say late. i seriously mean LATE. like say 12pm the next day. no kidding) just cause we were a bunch of demanding selfish drinkers who refused to leave the pub though it was closed. HAHA!!

oh wells.

by the way.

if you people out there feel like drinking without worries at an affordable price with the nicest people.

CHAMBERS located at boat quay is the place for you.

im so tired. have not slept the whole damn night. oh wells.

insomnia is kicking in so bad.

yours truly,

calistafaye (:

NIGHTS OUT TILL LIGHTS OUT

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yours truly and pretty babe levonne. (:

been spending time with friends and loved ones.

18 days left in singapore.

im running out of time for people i want to spend time with.

oh wells.

mylove left singapore last night.

he’s back in aussie now and i have no clue when will i see him next.

glad that we spent time together while he was back this time round.

(:

im starting to miss my mummy.

sighhhhhhh..

lovelove,

calistafaye

SO YOU THINK YOU ARE A MODEL?

okay. thats it. im so sick of having random girls come to me and introduce themselves this way,

” hi! my name is XXX.. i do modelling blah blah blah..”

GO AWAY.

no. really. the next girl who says that to me would be ignored.

please do not think that just because you can strike a pose or two, you are a model. no. you’re not. anyone can strike a pose. my girlfriend’s 3 year-old can. come to think of it. my cat is one helluva supermodel. hum. im so sick of repeating myself over and over and over again.. girls who do car-shows, road shows, IT shows.. are NOT models. they are called,

S H O W G I R L S

omg. sure. im not saying they are ugly and would cause major discomfort to my eyes just looking at them (though there are some who just, seriously cannot make it). you want to call yourself a model. make sure you know what a model is made of.

for one. models do not have hair extentions. nail extentions. if you do realised. its a bitch trying to style a hair full of extentions. how are you going to back comb for the effect if say, the photographer wants a photo to turn out a certain way. the nails may not match your outfit. duh.

so. get a life will you?

love,

calista

LOVED TO BE LOVED BY YOU

I can’t believe I’m standing here
Been waiting for so many years and
Today I found the Queen to reign my heart
You changed my live so patiently
And turned it into something good and real
I feel just like I felt in all my dreams
There are questions hard to answer
Can’t you see…

Chorus:
Baby, tell me how can I tell you
That I love you more than life
Show me how can I show you
That I’m blinded by your light
When you touch me I can touch you
To find out the dream is true
I love to be loved by you

You’re looking kind of scared right now
You’re waiting for the wedding vows
But I don’t know if my tongue’s able to talk
Your beauty is just blinding me
Like sunbeams on a summer stream and
I gotta close my eyes to protect me
Can you take my hand and lead me
From here please yeah…yeah…

Chorus:
Baby, tell me how can I tell you
That I love you more than life
Show me how can I show you
That I’m blinded by your light
When you touch me I can touch you
To find out the dream is true
I love to be loved, I need to be loved
I love to be loved by you

I know they gonna say our love’s not strong enough to last forever
And I know they gonna say that we’ll give up because of heavy weather
But how can they understand that our love is just heaven sent
We keep on going on and on cause this is where we both belong…

Chorus:
Baby, tell me how can I tell you
That I love you more than life
Show me how can I show you
That I’m blinded by your light
When you touch me I can touch you
To find out the dream is true
I love to be loved, I need yes I need to be loved
I love to be loved by you

Yes I love to be loved by you

WHEN YOU TELL ME THAT YOU LOVE ME

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I wanna call the stars
Down from the sky
I wanna live a day
That never dies
I wanna change the world
Only for you
All the impossible
I wanna do

I wanna hold you close
Under the rain
I wanna kiss your smile
And feel the
I know whats beautiful
Looking at you
In a world of lies
You are the truth

And baby
Everytime you touch me
I become a hero
Ill make you safe
No matter where you are
And bring you
Everything you ask for
Nothing is above me
Im shining like a candle in the dark
When you tell me that you love me

I wanna make you see
Just what I was
Show you the loneliness
And what it does
You walked into my life
To stop my tears
Everythings easy now
I have you here

And baby
Everytime you touch me
I become a hero
Ill make you safe
No matter where you are
And bring you
Everything you ask for
Nothing is above me
Im shining like a candle in the dark
When you tell me that you love me

In a world without you
I would always hunger
All I need is your love to make me stronger

And baby
Everytime you touch me
I become a hero
Ill make you safe
No matter where you are
And bring you
Everything you ask for
Nothing is above me
Im shining like a candle in the dark
When you tell me that you love me

You love me
When you tell me that you love me

BECAUSE YOU LOVED ME.

yes. i know i have not been updating. the endless packing is killing me. anyway. mylove is back in town for 2 weeks!! yayness!! (: *dance around in circles while grinning like an idiot.

we had dinner at ‘ jazz ‘ (located at south bridge road) which was especially yummy because he was there with me. dear. you are the one thing i know (apart from my parents) thats made my life so beautiful and complete. and if i should ever fall. i know that you’ll be there to catch me. (: a bestfriend is for life!!

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me and mylove. (:

look at the contrast!! colin weeeeee looks like an indian man. haha.

and than there was ‘ crocodile rock ‘ (located at far east) which, rocked. haha. its a mother daughter affair. me loves. (: yes. i go drinking with my mum (who happens to be really sexy and does not look a year over 25). we sang. we drank. we laughed. we talked. we had a blast. mummy, i love you!! so much so much.

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a mother daughter affair. (:

we ended the night. no. i should say. morning. at 6.30. yes. we drank from 8pm till 6.30am. i wonder how i lasted that long. haha. and best of all. mother dearest, mylove and i are going out again tonight!! yes. i know. how i wished i could just do this everyday for the rest of life. haha. oh wells. got to go wash up and get ready for another lovely night with the most important people in my life.. tata chicas`

oh btw. if you didnt know. jolie was sensational at the derby cup last sunday. 2000m and that girl lead ALL the way, finishing first by 3 horse length!! though i was not there for the race, i was jumping in my room during race 11 and when she crossed that finish line, i was hopping on my butt. HAHA!! she is one helluva mare. mummy won bestdresssed for that event. i see a family of winners here!! (: wheeeeeeee

EXPLAIN LOVE

love is unconditional. love is unseen. love is forgiving (to a certain extend).

to some. love is like a chain. it chains you to a place. and you end up being prisoner to what you thought was love.

you are driven to insanity. you want to break free. to fly. like you used to.

why. why make love a chain when its supposed to be something so beautiful.

why destroy the one thing that could have been.

humans.

PICTURE THIS. (:

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NOBODY

You Know I still Love You Baby.
And it will never change.

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
nan dareun sarameun sirheo niga animyeon sirheo
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

nan sirheunde wae nal mireonaeryeogo hani jakku naemareun deutji anko
wae ireoke dareun namjaege nal bonaeryeo hani eotteoke ireoni

nal wihae geureotan geu mal
neon bujokhadaneun geu mal
ijen geumanhae neon nareul aljanha wae wonhajido annneungeol gangyohae

I want nobody nobody But You I want nobody nobody But You
nan dareun sarameun sirheo niga animyeon sirheo
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody nobody But You I want nobody nobody But You
nan dareun sarameun sirheo niga animyeon sirheo
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

nan joheunde nan haengbokhande neoman isseumyeon dwae deo baralge eomneunde
nugul mannaseo haengbokharan geoya nan neol tteonaseo haengbokhal su eobseo

nal wihae geureotan geu mal
neon bujokhadaneun geu mal
mari an doeneun mariran geol wae molla niga eobsi eotteoke haengbokhae

I want nobody nobody But You I want nobody nobody But You
nan dareun sarameun sirheo niga animyeon sirheo
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody nobody But You I want nobody nobody But You
nan dareun sarameun sirheo niga animyeon sirheo
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I don’t want nobody body body.I don’t want nobody body
naneun jeongmal niga animyeon niga animyeon sirtan mallya a~

I want nobody nobody But You I want nobody nobody But You
nan dareun sarameun sirheo niga animyeon sirheo
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody nobody But You I want nobody nobody But You
nan dareun sarameun sirheo niga animyeon sirheo
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

(RAP)
Back to the days when we were so young and wild and free
modeunge neomuna kkumman gatatdeon geuttaero doragago sipeunde
wae jakku nareul mireonaeryeo hae
Why do you push me away.
I don’t want nobody nobody
Nobody nobody but you.