*the most memorable ride..

before they were at the burger joint..

As the ferris wheel took off, she thought how perfect this moment was. There he was, right next to her. When the safety buckle clicked, it was almost as if it locked both of their hearts together as well. She felt the cool wet air against her legs. It would have made it more perfect than it already was if he kissed her. When the ferris wheel stopped at its highest point, he pulled her close against his chest. Her head resting on his shoulders and she closed her eyes, wishing she could freeze the time and allow this moment to last forever. Even if the world had came crashing down at full speed, she would not have noticed. The ride was over after one song. She will remember this ride for as long as her heart still beats.

yours truly,

calista faye

* kisses heal broken hearts..

It was almost time for lunch when she opened her eyes this morning. Reaching out for her cell on the bedside table, she was greeted by the cold as her fingers stretched out from under the comforter. It was raining ever so lightly. The sky a shade of grey that reminded her of sadness. She sighed and checked her phone for text msges or missed calls. ‘nothing from him..’ , she shut her eyes and tried to fall asleep again. After fifteen minutes of trying, she got out of bed and washed up.

‘chicken or beef?’ she wondered as she stood in her kitchen with her freezer door ajar. Something brushed up her legs and she looked down to find her cat doing a morning love routine, just so she would feed him and change the litter box. Picking him up, she held him close to her and started to talk him. Ignoring the fact that she was becoming one of those, lonely old cat lady , she sang him a song and let him go.

After a late lunch, she sat on her sofa day-dreaming. She was waiting for a call. His call. *you’re a part-time lover and full time friend. the monkey on back is the lastest trend..* the phone rang. He called. A smile spread across her face as she listens to his voice. He asked about a dvd player she didnt have and hung up with a promise to call back.

She is back to where she started, waiting for a call..

yours truly,

calista faye

*sometimes its better if you had just kept that secret..

They both sat down in a burger joint. Not just any burger joint. The best burger joint (at least best in the guy’s opinion). It was like any other meal they had together, except the confession that was coming later. He knew what was on her mind, why she had been so quiet in the car. She fessed up. And all that was in her mind at that point was how she was destroying this whole beautiful arrangement. She didnt really want to know his answer because she was afraid that he was going to crush her heart. He was going to say that he didnt feel the same way. The friendship would no longer be the same. flawless. They had the best times and maybe, it was time to let it all go. She shut her mind and looked out the glass window..

she was holding back her tears as she sat there infront of him. it hurt when she knew how stupid she had been. but what was done cannot be undone. and she knew that..

There was so much she would have told him if there was time. But it wouldnt have made a difference..

would it?

yours truly,

calista faye

*im madly insane..<3

i had an awesome week. =D

i know my website has webs and i will soon find the time to regularly update my entries. just need to find the time. *grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

oh wells. the weather is getting harsh. and my skin is getting shitty. its so dry!! ):

S took me shopping for healthy food. and thus, my fridge is now cramped with VERY VERY VERY healthy food. which i guess is good. and half of the stuff i dont even really like. but he says its good for me. so i shall try living healthy for the next one week at least. =D

i just realised that toronto is NOT a place for heels. not heel friendly at all. ): guess i’ll have to shelf my heels and wear more flats. if you’re wondering what boots to get for winter, UGG. its expensive but its very good. keeps your feet realllly warm. (:

okay. im going go wash up and pack my clothes.

bye bye world,

calistafaye

*a quiet sunday on my own..

FIRST OF MAY

When I was small, and christmas trees were tall
We used to love while others used to play
Dont ask me why, but time has passed us by
Some one else moved in from far away

Now we are tall, and christmas trees are small
And you dont ask the time of day
But you and i, our love will never die
But guess well cry come first of may

The apple tree that grew for you and me
I watched the apples falling one by one
And I recall the moment of them all
The day I kissed your cheek and you were mine

Now we are tall, and christmas trees are small
And you dont ask the time of day
But you and i, our love will never die
But guess well cry come first of may

When I was small, and christmas trees were tall
Do do do do do do do do do…
Dont ask me why, but time has passed us by
Some one else moved in from far away