A CHRISTMAS AWAY FROM HOME

Published on December 26, 2009

my first christmas away from home turned out better than i thought it would be. since i didnt really feel too christmassy. i miss my mummy so much.. ): *cries. i think all those other years have been taken for granted. i want to spend every christmas with my mum if possible from now on!! i dont know why but after this trip back home, i feel a weird sense of attachment i never felt before. i never missed my mum so badly in my life.

anyway, i love my christmas gifts this year!! like really really love!! <3

my very first winter jacket!! (: i was surprised. VERY VERY surprised. (:

i love it.

and and and also of course all the other presents i got from singaporeans. HAHA!!

oh wells people, merry christmas!!

yours truly,

calista faye

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I FUCKING HATE CATHAY PACIFIC AIRLINE

Published on December 21, 2009

CATHAY PACIFIC IS A JOKE. this is the second time they lost my suitcase. SECOND time!! what is wrong with them?!! and further more, I PAID for my suitcase to arrive with me in toronto!!

CATHAY ALWAYS GIVES ME PROBLEMS!! !@#$%^&*

what kind of shitty airline is this?!! and they were ACTUALLY voted best airline recently. INCREDULOUS. they most likely bribed people to get that award. im so pissed i think i could just hyperventilate into tiny balls of anger. *fuming

ARGHHHHHHHHHHH!!

they better make sure they find my suitcase and send it to my doorstep with a FUCKING sincere apology!! SECOND TIME!! SECOND TIME!!

im still seething with anger and there are obvious fumes coming out of my head. if i had a knife, i think i would actually stab ALL the cathay people i see. and i am so not kidding.

yours truly,

calista faye

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GRANDFATHER

Published on December 17, 2009

if you’re still here, would you smile or would there be tears
i wish you had stuck around for a 100 more years
you taught me love, you gave me strength
promised me that you’ll always be there
if you’re still here, would you be happy and proud
to see how much i’ve learnt and grown throughout
will you still tell me that im your star
and say, my precious darling, you’d go very far

if you’re still here, would you smile or would there be tears

i wish you had stuck around for a 100 more years

you taught me love, you gave me strength

yet still, you left me in tears

if you’re still here, would you be happy and proud

to see how much i’ve learnt and grown throughout

will you still tell me that im your star

and say, my precious darling, you’d go very far

for every sunrise you have seen with me

for every moment you’ve shared with me

for all those values you have built in me

every precious words you have said to me

forever you will be the best

the one i love most among the rest

i know in spirit you’ll always be here

right beside me as i take my next step

i love you.

yours truly,

calista faye

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SINGAPORE

Published on December 13, 2009

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*back to where i came from.. (:

I almost forgotten how it feels like to perspire and was reminded the second i landed in singapore. It feels awesome to be back in my own country where everything sounds so familiar. Since im only back for 19 days, my schedule is pretty tight. Thus, i wont have time to catch up with everyone. Maybe next trip my darlings. (:

Missed my flight, took a later one. sighhhhh. oh wells.. i should double check the flight timing in future. so far, my trip back home has been pretty decent. Staying with my parents again after all these years of staying alone. HAHA!! but everything is dandy and im actually loving this whole, spending more time with my family thing. (:

Grandma’s 70th birthday was pretty fun. I hosted it because my youngest uncle forgot to hire someone for the job. HUM. it was all good though, and i could see that my grandma was reallly reallllly happy. especially since her cake was made out of mahjong tiles. HAHA. no pictures though cause im always way too busy answering questions and telling people what has been going on with me in toronto. TOO BAD!! *lalalala..

the real reason behind my picture-less trip is really due to the fact that i have grown fatter.

i refuse to have any photographic evidence of it as im losing the extra weight now..

HAHAHAHHAHAH!!

seriously. when i left singapore in AUGUST, i was 49kg. When i came back in DECEMBER, i was 67kg. ):

i didnt even realise how much weight i have gained till i landed in singapore. wth!!

but its okay, because i have my dearest mummy who is an expert on how to be skinny. HAHAHAHAH!!

and since the day i landed in singapore, i have been losing 1kg a day. how awesome is that?

*happiness. by the time im due to fly back, i’ll be about 10kg lighter. and when i get back to toronto, i’ll lose another 10kg. and tadahhhhh!! im back to where i was!! even lighter actually. (: loves.

thank god for mothers. *grinnnnnnn.

went to fongying’s wedding. and she looks really tired but happy. and im happy for her. (: my dearest appendix went to the wedding with me. haha.. and we were thinking how fast time has past us by. and looking back at all the silly things we have done made us laugh just like we said we would.

i have one thing to say to my dearest of appendix and my patient. the world is constantly changing and our lives are being jammed with responsibilities and new people. but no matter how this world changes, how our lives are different and our schedules dont really fit too well, this special unbreakable relationship between the three of us will NEVER change. i love you both!! <3

and for those who met up with me just to pass me belated birthday presents and advance christmas presents, thank you very very much. i will treasure the thought and the gifts.. (:

yours truly,

calista faye

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