*dont fall in love with me, i’ll break your heart..

i was just thinking back to the days of coccolatte earlier on, and realised how much i miss it. HAHA!! it was awesome and just thinking about it brings back the warm feelings from before.

p.s ( ivan, your mixes are still awesome!! *teehee)

that actually reminds me that i should really go dig up those old ass pictures in my old hard drive. *wink. cause im not too sure where i left them. but i’ll find it for sure babe. (:

i remember how shy you were and so innocent. HAHA!! im sorry ivan, i just have to. i seriously cant help it but since im writing a post right now, i might as well relate the moment here.. *teehee

After finishing up at the club, you packed your stuff and waited for me outside while i finish up my stuff and tying all the loose ends in the club. And poor you, that night alex and i had to discuss something so i took so long and you had to wait by the riverside for me. LOL. i still remember i was complaining so much that im soooooo hungry, so you took me to upper thompson for meeeeepoookkkk!! *yummmy. and the uncle kept forgetting to put chilli in mine. ): than you had to eat mine, so i could order another one. HAHAHAHA!! (yeah, you are a sweetheart, though i never actually said it..)

That was probably the first time we actually REALLY talked since i started at the club. (aye, its not easy managing coccolatte okay!!) !@#$%^&* always have to plan so many things and events. HAHA. and plus, you’re always so quiet. you leave like right after you do your last set. *grrrrrrrr.

Butttttttt, yeah. so that night, you actually sent me home and we sat under my block and chilled.

AND AND AND, all of a sudden..

ivan : can i ask you a question?

me : yeah..haha

ivan : can i kiss you? *looks at the empty space somewhere in between us..

me : aye, dont ever do that okay? dont ever ask a girl if you can kiss her. just kiss her and if she doesnt want it, she’ll back away. if she kisses you back, it’ll be romantic. HAHAHAHAH

ivan : oh, really? i thought i better ask you cause you look like you will slap people

me : HAHA!! next time you try again okay?

ivan : means?

me : *still thinking how silly and cute you are.. (INNOCENT BOY)

ivan : *leans forward and kisses me.

i didnt back off. (: cause you were so sweet and innocent. HAHAHAH!! makes you cute.

oh man, good memories.

we HAVE alot to catch up on yes? *grinnnnnnn

yours truly,

calista faye

you left without saying goodbye,

leaving behind all the promises we’ve made.

i allowed myself to be stupid for a night,

just to let it all out, all the pain.

it hurts to know that you’re no longer here,

and the memories are all thats left.

i will keep them safe in my heart,

for now i know, its time to part.

my dear, we’ll meet again someday,

so watch over me and i shall pray.

you’ll always be a part of me,

forever, forever, for eternity.

yours truly,

calista faye

* tasha me and lizzy

for all the times they made me smile when i could not find a reason to.. (:

i love you bitches. <3

and so this will last for a very long time..

yours truly,

calista faye

HARU – kimbumsoo

watch the mtv.

*I’m going to smile
and make you think I’m happy,
I’m going to laugh,
so you don’t see me cry.
I’m going to let you go in style.

and even if it kills me-

im still gonna say goodbye..

GO ON BOY – inlovewiththisversion (:

yours truly,

calista faye

* want to date me, get to know me.. (: