MY HAPPY PILLS.

everyone has their happy pills.

and i guess ever since i landed in toronto, i thought i’d be sad and depressed most of the time.

just because all the things that could make me smile was so far away from me now.

the people who would make me laugh when i cried.

the ones who would hug me and tell me its alright.

someone to talk to me when i couldnt fall asleep late at night.

someone to take me to the doctors when im sick.

someone who would sit next to me and just let me rest on their shoulders because im tired.

i left all of them back in singapore.

and now im here in toronto all alone.

it was tough, and i had to rough it out.

though they were far away, they made the extra effort to make sure i was never alone here.

they would text and call.

email and facebook.

i love them and i always will. (:

yet somehow, i still feel alone sometimes.

just sitting in my apartment.

i want someone next to me, cause my head is tired and heavy.

so i want to thank these people, because they are my happy pills here away from home.

and when i thought im all alone, they are there to remind me that im not.

introducing my happy pills away from home.

TASHA

LIZ

BOBBIE

AMY

i want to say thank you all very much. for everything. for being there when i was sad. when the worst happened and i thought i had to go through it alone. when i missed home. when i missed my happy pills back home. when one of my happy pills went to somewhere far away. you’ll never know how much this means to me. maybe you do. but still, i just want to thank you because you made my life so much more beautiful than it already is.

and no matter what happens, this special bond will never fade. its not time that defines the relationship. but the moments you have had together since the day we met. and somehow, however weird our first meeting was, it all worked out well and here we are. and here we will always be. (:

thank you, my happy pills away from home..

yours truly,

calista faye