i dont need the moon

all i ever needed

was nothing else but you

just two minutes,

lets play pretend.

i’ll hold you from the back,

and rest my head against you.

yours truly,

calista faye

my head is spinning and my eyes are stinging. ): i miss singapore now. where i wont have to be alone when im sick. *cries.

im such a baby when im this sick. i know.

when im sick, i need certain people and things to keep me going. and im going to list them out below.

- my grandma

- edmund to bring me fish porridge and tell me to go to a doctor

- edmund to wake up in the middle of the night to send me to the hospital because i refused to go to a doctor and my temperature decided to reach for the sky

- edmund to come take my temperature every one – two hours or call to remind me about it if he is stuck in a meeting.

- appendix to call and make me laugh and ask if im laughing

- appendix to come and tell me to go see a doctor

- appendix to start threatening me if i refuse to go see a doctor

- my patient to ask if im okay and tell me his ‘doctor’ should not be sick

- colinweewee to say, ‘dear..you have to take care of your health you know?’

- my mummy.

- someone to pat me to sleep and sing me a lullaby.

AND I HAVE NONE OF THOSE HERE IN TORONTO.

all i have here is crazy snow that decided it would be fun to go whacko when its supposed to be getting less cold.

*cries

i sounded like a man-whore on thursday, a complete incoherent man-whore friday and completely sounded like a mute person on saturday morning. awesome. and today, i just sound like a really squeaky mouse. infact, someone said i sounded like minnie mouse. not funny. ):

drinking water hurts, so lets not even go to the solid food section. its like my throat is raw and scratched.

did i mention im bleeding through my nose?!! yeah. i think i did.

and my nose is blocked by a combination of mucus and blood. how cool. traffic light colours. red and green.

when mixed the result is a gross brownish colour.

my tummy is crazy and kept on stabbing me from the inside.

not helping that im on my period too.

!@#$%^&*(

i know. someone cursed me realllllly bad. ): *booyou!!

so. yeah. im going to drink more water and try not to kill myself.

im going to hug my pillow and cry.

yours truly,

calista faye

* one of the asian girls, im not going to say model because she isnt a professional model. and she could not walk runway to save her life. yeah.

* this was one of the better models who actually had a walk.. she resembles rihanna too, at least she reminded me of her. hum..

* i would say this was one of the best pieces walked, except the feathers at the back of the dress could have used a ittle more extra feathers cause, it kinda looked like someone plucked some of it out.

* yes, thats me pouting my lips at the back. tsk tsk

* yes, thats me looking annoyed because i dont even know why is this person walking the runway. hummmm..

* this dress killed me because it was so alike to the one i was wearing.. LMAO.

and i think, i wore it better. *tralalalala

* one of the worst dresses in the gown collection i would say. the whole dress is just, wrong.

i dont know, its either the dress or the model. maybe its both. gah.

i went to the event with anton (such a sweetheart) and milky. and i think we were frowning throughout the show cause the models were horrid and its obvious they cant even follow a simple beat. at least the music was good. HAHA. they hired a DJ for the show and he was the only thing that didnt look sucky. but, whatever. guess wrong models ruins the fashion show. duh. as if we all didnt already know that. and who the hell puts the VIPs behind the non-VIPS?!! yeah. the VIP tables were placed in weird as places such that i had to crane my neck while they were playing a video on the screen 5 footsteps away from my seat. YES. almost blinded me. the funniest thing was when the video finished playing, nobody clapped or made any noise whatsoever. it was just awkward pin-drop silence. and i guess everyone was wondering what the hell was going on till the DJ started the music and the first model came out. overall, i would say this fashion show was a total miss.

models : fail

clothing designs : fair (below average)

event layout : absolute failure

need i say more? *sigh.

oh wells. do better next time.

after the show ended, we went for dinner at korean grill. i drank so many bowls of soup i swear the people working there prolly thought i was insane. gah. anica kept trying to cook for us but we didnt want what she was cooking cause SHE DID NOT EVEN KNOW WHAT IT WAS. lmao. it was so cold out. and i almost passed out while walking from the car to the grill place. it was like a obstacle course. god.

im craving korean grill again. ANTON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *nudgenudgehinthint

OH and before i forget, i was wearing, a red puffy dress.

*ladies in red..

HAIR STYLIST : MINNA

MUA : ANITA

( if you would like to engage their services, please drop me an email with your contact number, and i will forward it to them. Both are very friendly and nice, with professional knowledge in make-up and hair.)

* me antonnnn and the DJ of the night.

* i have no idea what i was telling her.. hum

* if only he was not made out of cardboard..

* VEEEEEEEEEE

AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST

korean grill

yours truly,

calista faye

think im going to start doing them again. they complete my outfit. gah.

sigh,

i miss home.

yours truly,

calista faye

*you dont know me..

You give your hand to me
And then you say hello
And I can hardly speak
My heart is beating so
And anyone can tell
You think you know me well
But you don’t know me

You give your hand to me
And then you say goodbye
I watch you walk away beside the lucky guy
Oh you will never know
The one who loves you so
Cause you don’t know me
Oh no you don’t know me
OOhh…you don’t know me

yours truly,

calista faye

kiss me under the moonlit sky

hold me tight while im yours tonight

cause baby

once the sun comes up

i’ll be gone boy though this feels so right..

yours truly,

calista faye

The 2010 DAY & NIGHT CALENDAR was produced by One Stop Photo Shoot in association with GirlzUnleashed.com and Rockstar Motorsports Inc. The 2010 DAY & NIGHT CALENDAR Features 12 HOT GIRLS, 12 HOT RIDES, 12 HOT BANDS, 1 HOT DVD and 1 HOT SOUNDTRACK.

AND NOW, WE ARE SEARCHING FOR THE NEXT 12 HOTTEST girls to feature in the 2011 DAY & NIGHT CALENDAR!! SO,

IF YOU HAVE WHAT IT TAKES, READ THE FOLLOWING AND SUBMIT AN ENTRY!

IF YOU THINK A GIRL YOU KNOW HAS IT, NOMINATE HER.

All females must be at least 18years old.

One entry per person.

Please include the following in your email submission,

1) Name

2) Age

3) Contact Number

4) Email address

5) 3 recent photographs of yourself

6) A short description on why you should be on our show. (this section should not exceed 300 words)

PLEASE EMAIL ALL ENTRIES TO : me@calistafaye.com

*shortlisted candidates will be notified through email or phone call.

love,

cali (:

everything you have taught me

i love you

you’ll always be in my heart

my beloved grandfather

i miss you

yours truly,

calista faye

just thought i’d post a picture up for fun. just because i love this picture. HAHA

yours truly,

calista faye